Long time since...

...I wrote on this blog page. To give you an update, its been two years since I joined the oilfield. Time flew by, I could hear it "whooshing" past me as Mr. Adams would say. In the last two years, I have grown up about 10 years. Not just mentally but physically worn out!! Many people are meant for this job, I found that even though I was good at it and mostly I did enjoy it, it wasn't where my heart was. I want the security and comfort of a regular routine, humdrum life. It could just be that the grass just looks greener from this side of the fence, but at least there is some grass; also the fact that once you jump the fence there is no going back. Adventurous and unusual as it has been, its time to move on to bigger better things. Looking forward to the office and some good solid weekends off!!!

Soon....

My wings fluttering
excited for the journey to begin
Thoughts all cluttering
but soon I shall know

The path not easy
but i want to start
I feel queasy
but soon I won't

I hear the morning bugle
the wake up sounded
and I am rearing to go
soon...

Somewhere....

The thought of ending up somewhere isolated is not only depressing but outright chilling to most people, fortunately I am not one of them. I enjoy my time alone and well one might go as far as to say that it amounts to spending quality time with myself.

Who does not like to ramble with friends, enjoying and lounging about, just for kicks. But at times one needs space to straighten out things to figure out life, to chart out future steps and among other thing get some good sleep!!

The best part about wanting to be alone is that u can be it, at any place, one only needs to open one's mind or rather close it such that nothing but one's own self is heard. Many saints and authors refer it to as the inner voice, it is nothing more than one speaking to oneself! Often to close your mind you need to make a special niche within, which is yours and yours alone.

This is that somewhere...